The pain of the uncertain

Who would have want to live in the world of uncertainty? Would you enjoy life if you're just starting something and then everything ends without even knowing why and how? If there is something that some people are afraid of, it's the unsure. 

Crazy, this feeling that people can't deny when they are in love. But how could you really tell that you're already in love? Well, there is an anatomy that tells you you're on that track. Typical ways like, thinking about that person every moment. Take note, that every moment means the whole time, the whole day. Imagining the lead character in the movie you are watching is him/her. You oftentimes consider the songs you hear and relate it into your own lovestory. And when the two of you cross your ways, your heart skip a beat. These may not be the signs of being in love for everybody, but maybe and mostly for some.

So how long could you be in love? Maybe some serious people would say, "I could love a person forever." That's usual--wanting a relationship to last a lifetime. But what's more interesting question is, how easy could you fall for someone? Does a person need to pass through the courtship stage before making you fall for him or falling in love starts from the first time you met each other? Could you possibly fall for someone whom you just met or for someone who has been a friend of yours for years? Do days really matter on how fast you have fallen for a person? Well, these are just the questions I have in mind.

The feeling of being in love is undeniably a happy feeling most especially if both of you feels the same way--that's sweet. How about dealing with uncertainties? Hm... that's tragic. Uncertainty gives you a lot to worry about. You could enjoy it from a moment but eventually everything would turn out hurtful. You don't have the right to demand, to get hurt, and to question, since everything is uncertain. The feeling is undecided, same goes with your title. The label was clear and yet the emotions are untrue. Everything seems to be a whirlwind of thoughts but in due time, things would be clear. Maybe, in God's time.